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HOLY FUCKIN CRAP!!!
ZILTOID THE OMNISCIENT!!!
xDDDDDD!!!!
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| cutting the shit |
[02 Apr 2007|04:31am] |
wow... what's a livejournal?! I clearly have no clue anymore, nor do I care much in the slightest. But really, its been a fuckin hell of a long time since I've come anywhere close to even writing in this thing. I really have nothing much to say to keep an actual roll of thoughts intact at this time. But what the hell... I think this should subdue as a FINAL entry, FOREVER! but alas, I don't know what to do with this thing, I guess I've pretty much grown out of it, as do many other friends who used to have a livejournal. so here's what my life has been doing thus far.
First off, I got job, HOO-FUCKIN-RAY!!!!?, damn straight! its at whataburger, which is not that far away from where I live... a couple blocks or so. I get paid $8 an hour and get paid weekly which is pretty nice for starters. I get just about 33 hours a week and make about a $200+ check WEEKLY. So its pretty cool. The crew are all laidback, I've made a couple new friends here or there. And I haven't had any real problems so far. Working nightshift usually isn't too bad. so blah, good stuff, I'm not really one for emphasis on the job, just cuz its a job, but I'm saving my money, and I've been doing pretty well with keeping track and not spending too much on junk. Travel, Music Equipment, concerts are the firm attractions I will invest in... especially travel.
so fuckin A, its nice to finally not be broke as a joke anymore. :)
with the job, I got a car which is an old toyota corolla, P-O-S mind you.... but hey it gets me somewhere, and the stereo has got an MP3 player which is killer! I certainly enjoy driving now with listening to anything I want. so thats all good there.
aside from the good news, things have been average, I don't get to see my friends as much as I'd like. I understand my sacrifice of time will eventually payoff in the longrun, but I would just like to get out on an adventure and see new things, have a freakin badass experience sometime, just get out! heh, with that in mind, my days have been pretty much nights now. I don't go to sleep until 7am in morning, don't wake up until 2-3pm in the afternoon. It hasn't really bothered me, but I haven't been outside during the day in quite a long while. Although, nights are better in any sense.
still no woman in my life yet, bleh. yeah, who cares?
Haven't seen a good metal show in SO FUCKIN LONG, the job has pretty much consumed my nights of seeing any shows at all. The last actual show I've been to is my friend's band "Starcastic Pheromone" It was a good time, indeed. But you know there's just been nothing around here in such a long time, ever since the Backroom closed for good, there hasn't been ANYTHING in Austin, only in cities that are not Austin. pfft... so wtf? I think this may well indeed call for a metalfest of some sort, I don't care where the fuck its showing; state, city, country, I gotta do it. just to make up for all the lost times of whatever shows I've missed. Yes... that will have to do! :D
musicwise, I've actually had no communication with my band in bastrop for quite awhile now. They're doing their own thing, and I'm doing mine. If distance wasn't an issue, I'm sure I'd have more time with them. But there's just hasn't been anything going on. and our outlooks on music don't match as well as we'd like. I appreciate what they do but it seems as though anytime I brought something to the plate, it wasn't want they wanted; too technical, not simple enough, too ugly, not pretty enough. fine. They still want me for a guitarist, but I just don't feel any kind of connection anymore.
so I'm on my own now, and I've been writing, and soon to record with a friend of mine's home studio. Once I get something dished out, then I'll be looking onward.
yeah so that about does it... I'm looking foward to any events that will harness its name forever. I think it's about time to get the fuck out and start doing some sweet shiznit. I don't know, this livejournal thing is far from gone now. If anyone out there reads this, then thats cool, I sure would like to know how everyone else is doing these days, but I haven't seen or heard from anyone in such a longtime, so. until next time, some time, I wish everyone the best of the best of the best, SIR! :) goodbye.
human_devolved
R.I.P
ps. man, have I had the most shitty writer's block! everytime I want to write I'm like a quarter of a way into it, then I just delete and say "fuck it!" cuz it sucks ass. I wonder if anyone else does the same, which is why the reason I never see updates from anyone anymore. hmm.. that being said, I guess life is just taking its turns and ways. A petty journal doesn't really say all that much as it should, which I think is one of the reasons I never update anymore. TOO MUCH SHIT GOING ON!! fuck a lj! but who knows if it will come back. nobody knows... oh well. later.
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[03 Dec 2006|09:18pm] |
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Dying Fetus fuckin RULED!!! See them, they own!
tis all.
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[24 Nov 2006|08:24pm] |
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Tomorrow will be my 21st birthday, Nov. 25th 2006.
Let the true drinking onslaught commence in meticulous drunken fervor.
birthday shots + pints of ale = certain pillaging!
yeah thats all I got...
have at you!!
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[17 Nov 2006|09:33pm] |
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For some reason or another, my right eyelid twitches every now and again. Pretty cool, I think. :)
( a rant to not adhere )
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[02 Nov 2006|06:52pm] |
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Last night was the Fear Factory, Suffocation, Hypocrisy, and Decapitated show. Pretty killer, I must say. I went with Anibal, John and his bitchfriend of a girlfriend... I'll explain later.
each band had a good set up, some of the downsides go as this (just cause)
Decapitated (opening) - badass live... but their sounds was kinda muddy... at least I could barely hear any guitar, that or bass. I enjoyed their prescence though. And the kinda sorta new vocalist was good. Decapitated were good to see, I just felt... teased, you know?
Hypocrisy - they were awesome, no complaints here at all... sound was good, and they served up.
Suffocation - MY highpoint of the night... and with that, it only seems like it was MY highpoint. Nobody in the crowd knew who they were, and it was just annoying... as much as people suck ass, I felt teased. They played a pretty good set... sound was decent, not as powerful, but brutal of course. they played a couple from the new album, plus thrones of blood, Jesus Wept, Infecting the Crypts, Breeding The Spawn, and thats it. No Funeral Inception... hehe. oh well. I thought they fuckin owned. a little off subject, but people from houston are gaytarded (but thats everywhere of course). but damn do they have FINE women. really. hahah.
Fear Factory - yeah I just watched, but they played alright. BYRON!!!! hahah that viking motherfucker. :)
all in all... it was decent. I wanted a lot more, but it was still cool. yup and Houston is fuckin huge. lots of neon signs, and crazy ass highways.
so... john's girlfriend. you know, I just try to ignore her, but she does get on my nerves, and I feel it everytime she says something, which therein is absolutely annoying and whiney. I won't say anything about it, cuz she's "alright" but fuckin A... its like... shut the fuck up *bitchslap* all she ever does is complain about EVERYTHING!!! like if she has no problems herself. as if her life is completely perfect. Everyone can bitch, but she bitches over every little fuckin thing. And John just takes it and lets her wear the pants ALL THE TIME. I don't even want to make an example, because I'd probably retch myself to sleep than waste time resurfacing that annoyancy. fuck it, I'd just like it if she just didn't open her mouth to every little thing like a goddamn knowitall... all that comes out is shit and it cakes up my ears and pisses me off. I'm done, and I had to rant/vent. I could go on, but... that'll be later ;)
yup ok well.. Halloween was cool, partied on saturday in bastrop as leatherface. and I pwned everyone's costume. although I had no apron so I was a gorified leatherface. :) Decapitating bitches with my non=starting, non-chain chainsaw. hahah yeah i had fun. Brendan was a bloody tampon, it was sick. but original. I'll get pictures very soon, its just the people that took them haven't sent them to me yet.
as for the day of halloween, I did nothing but get fucked up with my warriors... I had mickey's (the little hand grenades) and miller high life. twas very fun. lots of burr. yyup.
this weekend (saturday Nov. 4th) is clay's 21st birthday. I'll leave a fucked up pissed off entry for viewing pleasure. and beleive me, it will be fuhked beyond monkey chasing.
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[27 Oct 2006|04:32am] |
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I honestly do not know why I try to update this damn thing.
same shit, as always. school. which by the way I pwned my test today for SotMB. Philosophy, ehh.... English comp.... english comp? whuts that?
crazy shows coming up, which 3 of them happen to be some of better ones around, probably the ones I'll be going to by myself.
11/1 Suffocation, Hypocrisy, Decapitated Houston, TX
11/24 Incantation Austin, TX
2/3/07 Unleashed!!!, Krisiun, Belphegor!!!! San Antonio, TX
yeah, its pretty amazing. the other shows besides that will rule in a sense. Killswitch, then deftones, then cannibal corpse, dying fetus, and necrophagist. yup. its quite a list. and I'm ready.
other that, halloween is coming, and so is the bastrop party. twin kegger. very much fuckedupness. I am to be LEATHERFACE!!!... with a real chainsaw... no chain though. we have a plan of scaring the shit out of everyone with that, I'll be down the road starting my chainsaw and screaming like the 'face... and running towards my victims. :D just to get shit done. no chain though, I'd like to keep a leg ungrinded by an accident/trip up.
other that, fuckfuckfacefuck...... blurrp. -091on11n1n,
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[18 Sep 2006|10:00pm] |
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There's nothing to elaborate on, my mind was just in a swirl of decay and lost. It's all fine now. Thankfully.
School is going alright, although in prospect, several people in the school still treat it as though it is still high school. I'm trying not to surround myself with anyone of those fools. It's awkward at most, and I don't want this shit to be High School #2 with the exception of smoking. Just get the classes done and get the fuck out.
Survey of the Music Business is the best class so far, we get to listen to music before each class start, so that way we can open our minds to new music. BUT of course since everyone is a cashmoney gangsta that deserve to be annihilated, we only have listened to rap so far. Very dissapointing. I have yet to put something on that is somewhat accessible to the professor and other students in the class, just to show them how much smooth pimping metal CAN be. That way people won't just say "OH THEY'RE JUST MAKING NOISE... LISTEN TO THAT, ITS LIKE THE DEVIL IS TALKING TO ME.... BLAHBLAHBLAH RAP, BLAHBLAH BLAH OH INSTRUMENTS DON'T EVEN SOUND THAT GOOD ANYWAY!" shit like that, so I really don't know what would be an easy listening song for everyone, but for some I cannot care less, I think I'll just go on a whim and blast "You Suck" by SYL, but thats ONLY if I don't get to play the song I want and I hear fuckin rap again. But other than that, I was thinking of Opeth... maybe... I mean its a bit lame, but I think it would do. just so that there would a much more broader perspective of sound than just the so-called "noise", it would have to be clean... very clean, THEN I will show the nasty and fuck everyone's head up. But its safe to say not everyone in the class is a niggerlovin jew, just a select few of people just need a reality check, just a complete fuckol of their puny world of (c)rap. It'll be done soon enough, but I have a fully loaded arsenal of metal up my sleeve, and I am only waiting to unveil it to the class, explaining the genres, etc. hopefully the lovely ladies in the class would take it with pimpin ease. hahaha. hell yea.
other than Survey, English Composition 1 is a load of fuckin bullshit. Our professor is a neo-fascist, multi-cultural vs monocultural, old piece of shit prickface. Seriously. I can only laugh in my head, in bewilderment, towards his racial propaganda on the "culture" of America, and we have to write papers on this. "SPICS!" hahah, he's a nutcase I'll give him that. But just shut the fuck up about it. Honestly, I think its a great idea he shoves our face with this extremely offensive subject matter, because at the same time it just narrows it down to the T with a quick response of our subjects. But that class makes me sick, and I just want the credit and out of that hellhole. It even makes me sick talking about it. fuck Eng Comp 1.
Then on fridays is Introduction to Philosophy, its pretty cool besides the strenuous notetaking, but its pretty crazy what people 'thought' back in the day with their arguments and whatnot. I like this class a bit, the instructor is pretty cool. I hope I learn much from this, if anything.
So school is somewhat cool at times, the people that go there suck, (well the ones I've met already including the ones in my classes), the women there are always a sight to behold. eh but time is short, I'll speak more when I have the time. I wanted to write some 'shit' since I've been out of the loop of writing nowadays. Plenty of thoughts that must be excreted into a slop of putrid waste is at hand. Soon enough I'll post it on here.
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[12 Sep 2006|04:04pm] |
There's very little information to elaborate certain dissapointments at a fixed time.
It builds, and it builds, so it seems
The narrow confinments of an enclosed channeling universe endures a ridiculous mist of the denied wisps of envy and dread.
To conclude one way or another, and may this comeforth for future retchings, I completely forgot what it was like to hate "people"...
not only that but LSD has been involved in this...
I'll explain some other time, when the shit has topped off.
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[29 Aug 2006|05:52pm] |
school is cool, sort of. English Comp 1 is pretty boring, but Survey of the Music Business is all right. yep. at times like this, I wish I had more than just 2 classes. Maybe next semester.
I hope all is well with everyone, that is if anyone even exists anymore on this thing.
Myspace is banned here, so that's pretty awesome... seriously, it is.
there's an approximate grace period between both classes which is 11:45am till 4:15pm. between that time, which is what I have suffered through today, boredom lies its smelly self on me. brutal. yes. I'll be on aim, Tuesdays and Thursdays. I need a psp. or some form of entertainment to keep my senses running amok of boredom & watching the herds flock. Which is not a bad sight, out of most. ladyflesh :D hopefully these classes will keep my brain chugging along with deafening power.
till then... time for stonage.
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[10 Aug 2006|11:49am] |
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R. Kelly "Trapped In The Closet" with commentary, this is truly a highly intellectual film, very critique in its compsure, makes "Waking Life" look like 3rd grade math.
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nooooo!
In other news, I've been OK. I've joined Prime Element. 2nd guitarist. It is all good. I'm going to ACC/college to become a record producer/audio engineering/music management, stuff like that... so a good reason to be in school. yes. thats about it. The future is somwhat clearer than before, so everything is ALL RIGHT.
hmm... Half-Life2 is the best, I got through it and deteriorated my mind in several different grimey fragments. I can't wait for Episode 2. Excellent... but I can say that Wrestlemania: The Arcade Game owns every video game in existence/history. You CANNOT beat Razor Ramon, Bret "The Hitman" Hart, or Shawn Michaels... that and old school Undertaker with the urn and all. Bam Bam, BAM BAM.... FUCK YEAH!! Yokozuna, fuck... I'm already getting started... pfffft.
alright so, maybe another real entry will be held in store later in time, but it will take awhile. I hope you fuckers are doing absolutely fanfuckintastic.
thats all I got, RAWRG!
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[07 May 2006|06:12am] |
words have become willingly failing
questions exist only to nuture the fallen
only through a tattered flesh will we
able only to unsolve the distant skies
yet, they only feel lighter
closer to our own movements
motor skills simply flooded by
weather?
can it be...?
and just for a thought...
wait... it'll just be a second
closer
CLOSER
oh fuck, I need to stop here
only here, may it be for the sake
fuckinhell, why did you leave here?
way the fuck up here... I can see a future
only to be erased
by none other.
too bad,
I wasn't as smart as you ...
think of other ways to feel...
obligated our witnessed curse...
ALL OF YOU
TOO BAD.
if, perhaps,
then, maybe,
well, who would know?
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